The Party is coming to an end
Well... Have being working recently and also saw things going on, which some how started me to write this post.
天下没有不散的宴席
was what i left the previous post.
As I am staying back, I kinda take things more lofty, as I'm not going to match up with some of my peers at all. I felt sad and regret myself for fucking my own studies.
It all just takes a little effort, but I never seem to care or give. And now I'm left behind, having to see people graduating, leaving for army, pursuing further studies. While I'm still wondering, what can I do with my life?
As My working duration in the hotel has being long. I tend to observe many things. Most obvious things? People leaving and going.
Just recently back to my Chinese restaurant at the hotel, I feel that some people are missing, and true enough, they have left for either better places, or because they cannot stand working any more.
And also part timers, even easier to see, new faces everywhere. New people here and there, all of whom I never meet before, after I have settled down in the office. I miss the old days, but it seems that I am not able to get it back, even if I do, it will never feel the same at all.
Friends, leaving soon, graduating. And every time I heard of the word, my heart ache, for my own laziness of not studying. I could have Graduated, but I am not. While others are leaving, I'm to stay, and face the same people for an extra semester.
It sucks, and definitely is an added extra toll to what I have to bear with till now. There are others who are also facing the same thing as me, but they do not need to work their ass off for school fees. I felt more and more negative with each passing day, guess this is going to drive me off to solitude.
soon
天下没有不散的宴席
was what i left the previous post.
As I am staying back, I kinda take things more lofty, as I'm not going to match up with some of my peers at all. I felt sad and regret myself for fucking my own studies.
It all just takes a little effort, but I never seem to care or give. And now I'm left behind, having to see people graduating, leaving for army, pursuing further studies. While I'm still wondering, what can I do with my life?
As My working duration in the hotel has being long. I tend to observe many things. Most obvious things? People leaving and going.
Just recently back to my Chinese restaurant at the hotel, I feel that some people are missing, and true enough, they have left for either better places, or because they cannot stand working any more.
And also part timers, even easier to see, new faces everywhere. New people here and there, all of whom I never meet before, after I have settled down in the office. I miss the old days, but it seems that I am not able to get it back, even if I do, it will never feel the same at all.
Friends, leaving soon, graduating. And every time I heard of the word, my heart ache, for my own laziness of not studying. I could have Graduated, but I am not. While others are leaving, I'm to stay, and face the same people for an extra semester.
It sucks, and definitely is an added extra toll to what I have to bear with till now. There are others who are also facing the same thing as me, but they do not need to work their ass off for school fees. I felt more and more negative with each passing day, guess this is going to drive me off to solitude.
soon
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