Reality...

I've saw it, as i do suspect. As the song title is and how it always turn out to be... Things will never work the way it will. But atlease I know that, she is not tied down by me, she is living her life happy over the border...

Another Planet. As its title sounds, even thought i had trouble finding this song's lyrics. It does not seem hard to understand this song. Even if i might be wrong in impretating the meaning of it due to my affection to her. But this is the song which reminds me of the most obvious truth that we both, cant be possible together that easily... Its distance apart is long. Socially and mentally our distance between us is great. And emotionally the distance is the longest...

I might have being pesimatic about this relationship after all, since there is never an answer given to me, i cling on to it, hoping that it would change for the better. But after all its hopes of turning for the better is low. And now that the answer is seen. I can only accept it and take it as it is.

Feels like yesterday was when we first met. When I confessed to her, and now today I saw, the fact that after all, my chances were slim. Lets just hope that i can now focus more on my stuff. With a lesser distraction aside.