Whats Wrong With Me

Its being a while i guess. And ever since the CT over and Holidays come i have being just working non stop. Althought Its not ranting bout work again. But its what i have felt, and experienced. From where i worked.

I could say its the first time i have done something so daring, and something which i normally constrain myself not to do at all. But i believe that since there is not much time left i better get it over and done with then to regret it later.

But ended up just like the other times. I broke the only connection. Failed to reliased that since the start i am merely nothing more than what it is. Sometimes i have to blame myself for not maturing enough to face this part of the society.

I take it to the fact that i am too rash, sometimes too impatient about this things.

It really pains me off, not due to failure but the fact that i never learn my lessons from the pervious encounters. Really wicked enough.

Still after much talk with people, Its part of my learning up, looking at the calender. My last moments as an 18 Year old is stepping into a closing curtain soon. Maybe its bye bye to childhood and hello to adult hood already.

Life being bored. But ill just post up this few pictures taken this few days.