A rare Gold

Something I found on Youtube, being bored this days. Give this video a try, its a very nice Machima on the Song "My December" by Linkin Park.



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this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

this is my december
this is my snow covered home
this is my december
this is me alone

and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things that i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
these are my snow covered dreams

this is me pretending
this is all i need

and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things i said
to make you feel like that
and i
just wish that i didnt feel
like there was something i missed
and i
take back all the things that i said to you

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

this is my december
this is my time of the year
this is my december
this is all so clear

and i give it all away
just to have somewhere to go to
give it all away
to have someone to come home to

朝影

何为朝影？

一个早上所投放的影子？

是什么影子呢？

一个人的影子？

一棵树的影子?

人群移动的影子？

那么。。。。

朋友离去的影子算不算呢？

当他们离去时， 留下来的是自己时

有没有想过为什么不能和他们一起离去呢？

何时

我们没有为自己想一下

被其他人留下来的感受呢？

路过我们当时能记起这感觉

我们还会像现在那么狼狈吗？

那么

现在的我们

只能看着离去的影子

在这早晨

渐渐的消失。。。。

The Party is coming to an end

Well... Have being working recently and also saw things going on, which some how started me to write this post.

天下没有不散的宴席

was what i left the previous post.

As I am staying back, I kinda take things more lofty, as I'm not going to match up with some of my peers at all. I felt sad and regret myself for fucking my own studies.

It all just takes a little effort, but I never seem to care or give. And now I'm left behind, having to see people graduating, leaving for army, pursuing further studies. While I'm still wondering, what can I do with my life?

As My working duration in the hotel has being long. I tend to observe many things. Most obvious things? People leaving and going.

Just recently back to my Chinese restaurant at the hotel, I feel that some people are missing, and true enough, they have left for either better places, or because they cannot stand working any more.

And also part timers, even easier to see, new faces everywhere. New people here and there, all of whom I never meet before, after I have settled down in the office. I miss the old days, but it seems that I am not able to get it back, even if I do, it will never feel the same at all.

Friends, leaving soon, graduating. And every time I heard of the word, my heart ache, for my own laziness of not studying. I could have Graduated, but I am not. While others are leaving, I'm to stay, and face the same people for an extra semester.

It sucks, and definitely is an added extra toll to what I have to bear with till now. There are others who are also facing the same thing as me, but they do not need to work their ass off for school fees. I felt more and more negative with each passing day, guess this is going to drive me off to solitude.

soon

Chinese New Year

Just placing this here, as a sort of a "Place Holder" if I am going to do some serious blogging tonight. But for now, its just to say

恭喜发财

And also this Chinese New Year will be a special one to me, where the phase

天下没有不散的宴席

Is explained to me, in events as this Chinese New Year Unfolds.

Happy Chinese New Year Guys =)