Lost >

My laptop was down. If i would be strict with the timing it'll be less than 1 day as its down on Sunday at 3.40 pm + at my friend's house. Althought one of my other friend tried to rescure it but the booting sector is corrupted, its hopeless unless i reformat it.I tried backing up with his help, but half way it finally gived its last spin of chance (Breath). Its officially dead by evening at 6.00 pm at Orchard Library.Even thought partial of my important data was retrived (thought he was saying that the data was like the most irrevelant.), most of my other data which is in my Drive C, aka my pictures folder and handphone video was all lost. Forever as i do not seem to have a back up for most of them any where else (when i check my photobucket later on i reliased that its only 1/3 of my collection)Even thought its my photos of some Secondary School Life, Poly classmates outing photos, no matter how recent or far back it may seem, its still part of my life story nonetheless.It felt awkard about loosing it as it seem to be a chunk of this recent few years.
I lost the drivers for all my external devices, althought media source is easily obtained, my Samsung Handphone To Pc suit software and driver is no where to be found and i haven take time to look for it on the net. Even my precious kept wall papers plus own made wall papers also were lost. I never knew how lossing data is like to me and espically data which cannot be easily replaced. While my music is saftly kept in my zen. My old ripped CD's like Jay Chou, Linkin Park, Jacky Cheung, Zhang Xin Ze, F.I.R and afew moreChinese and English album rips were also lost. Which i have misplaced the CD's too.
While loosing this things and getting what i call a "Cleaner" Laptop now (Replaced new HDD), its like starting again, on a route of collection backwards. And shuffling music has awaken me to another piece of song yet lost forgotten in my heavy playlistin the Zen. -Recorded Butterfly- By Olivia. As usual, Olivia songs pull out the feelings which i have always not being having till the moment which its at its perk.While listening to this 'Shoujou' Songs, even if its very "dumb and boring" as described by one of my female friend, but to me, even if your not part of the story told throught this song, you can feel the bitterness, sourness and sadness brought out together, with the unison of the music, lyrics and tone of the singer. Even if you are not related to it in situation, there is a tiny feeling upon you that makes you take on those feelings.
Part of this lyrics, "Stay with me tonight" triggers those indept feelings. Even thought it felt hollow there now.

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When i am more in the mood i will be releasing my new project on WC3 soon.