Side Track - Miracles
Ok, im side tracking this instead of continuing the story is because of something i felt like talking about. Eps 17 of Kanon, this show has once again striked me hard on the head.
To start off first, ill rather say that recently, i've lost all motivation to work, maybe due to "Yet another Getting Older + More Responsibility" strike inside of me. I've started to stop talking much, even at work. Not to mention i felt i did quite a lot of stupid stuff during the function at work. I try hard not to think, but it seems to haunt me causing me not feeling the kick to even go to work this sat and sun at all. But i'll still go due to the $$ run i need to get for my future plan. Plus this sat im meeting the "Cheeze Order" for dinner, im looking forward to see how far i can make more friends from this new social circle which i have just entered.
So what about this Eposide which strikes me? Its almost the same for "Kuroi Namida" From Anna Tsuchiya. Its a Love and Sad stricken feeling...
Its all about Shiori, who in the last eposide's end we know that she will not live till her Birthday this year which is just around the corner on the Sunday. 1 week directly from where it left off.
The most impact thing is that Shiori does not know yet, despite knowing that she have a Diseases which cannot be cured, she strongly lived on.
I mean, see how strong she is! She is not afrid of facing death, she just wants to live her life happly till then. But luck is not on her side as her sister Kaori is avoiding her ever since beliving that it will 'lessen' her pain if she can just ignore her presence until she dies off. But i would rather say that it will kill her more when she reliase that she can no longer contact her sister as per Mai's Arc Sayuri's Side Story about her and her younger brother. The regreat will kill her more than anyone for not able to fullfill any wishes of Shiori. All she wanted is just to hang around with Kaori, have lunches with her and play. But it ends up having her saying this to Yuuichi.
It feels warm about this. That atlease someone is able to fullfill her last wishes.
But the most striking part is here.
Her answer to this is.....
And to be able to give off such a smile after this.... It just makes me feel more like tearing... Why cant much more teenagers this day treasure more of their life in a better way? I know this is make up but what is the reason for there to make up a story with this kind of elements? Its to make more people reliase that theres more to life than what you can see it is now! In our life we are given infinity options. Even the option to die is given to us but we should not take it untill we have really step to the ending path of it!
All she wants is just someone to praise her...
All she wants is just that her sister's death will not cause her sorrow.
(Side Track)
MOE~~~
To start off first, ill rather say that recently, i've lost all motivation to work, maybe due to "Yet another Getting Older + More Responsibility" strike inside of me. I've started to stop talking much, even at work. Not to mention i felt i did quite a lot of stupid stuff during the function at work. I try hard not to think, but it seems to haunt me causing me not feeling the kick to even go to work this sat and sun at all. But i'll still go due to the $$ run i need to get for my future plan. Plus this sat im meeting the "Cheeze Order" for dinner, im looking forward to see how far i can make more friends from this new social circle which i have just entered.
So what about this Eposide which strikes me? Its almost the same for "Kuroi Namida" From Anna Tsuchiya. Its a Love and Sad stricken feeling...
Its all about Shiori, who in the last eposide's end we know that she will not live till her Birthday this year which is just around the corner on the Sunday. 1 week directly from where it left off.
The most impact thing is that Shiori does not know yet, despite knowing that she have a Diseases which cannot be cured, she strongly lived on.
I mean, see how strong she is! She is not afrid of facing death, she just wants to live her life happly till then. But luck is not on her side as her sister Kaori is avoiding her ever since beliving that it will 'lessen' her pain if she can just ignore her presence until she dies off. But i would rather say that it will kill her more when she reliase that she can no longer contact her sister as per Mai's Arc Sayuri's Side Story about her and her younger brother. The regreat will kill her more than anyone for not able to fullfill any wishes of Shiori. All she wanted is just to hang around with Kaori, have lunches with her and play. But it ends up having her saying this to Yuuichi.
It feels warm about this. That atlease someone is able to fullfill her last wishes.
But the most striking part is here.
Her answer to this is.....
And to be able to give off such a smile after this.... It just makes me feel more like tearing... Why cant much more teenagers this day treasure more of their life in a better way? I know this is make up but what is the reason for there to make up a story with this kind of elements? Its to make more people reliase that theres more to life than what you can see it is now! In our life we are given infinity options. Even the option to die is given to us but we should not take it untill we have really step to the ending path of it!
All she wants is just someone to praise her...
All she wants is just that her sister's death will not cause her sorrow.
(Side Track)
MOE~~~
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