Name of the Flower / The focus of Life

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Title : Name of the Flower
Band : Bump of Chicken
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It's such an easy thing, so why is it that you won't tell me?
You won't tell me, why don't you just explain it?

Though you've forgotten when we stared at the sky together, don't forget when we were together

If you were a flower, among the many around
I would find you every time
Because of that I choose you
Only for me, sing that song
And to only you will I listen for that song

My existence here is your existence's proof
Because I sing that song here, it is proof that you sang

Because I borrowed your power to live, I must make you come back to life

Only, you've forgotten my tears and my smiling face
So please remember
You were perplexed in that same pain
I'll sing for only you that song
Listen for that song from only me

Of everyone, there is someone I want to meet, Of everyone, I'm waiting for that one person.
If the person I want to meet exists, I'll wait for that person
Forever

If you were a flower, among the many around
I would find you every time
Because of that I choose you
For only me, for only you

One day you forgot the tears and smiling faces
So please remember
Once you choose in confusion
Only for you I will sing that song
So listen for only my singing
Wait only for me
Because you are that person who I need to meet. (Woah Yeah)

Credits : Mouaijn
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NS Life, am getting used to it. The fatigue from the Training can be cured by sleeping, but sometimes the fatigue from the mental stress seems to linger. Its always the same things we have to go through.

Yet sometimes the feeling of not being there feels so surreal. Weird it may seems but still reality sometimes feel so distant, like something which is so out of reach.

What do I want to do? What do I want to become? I'm not quite sure but I do hope I get the answer as I slowly go on.

1912 SIGN OUT
REC MELVIN REFLECTION DONE

Kylee - Vacancy / Change? More than Change

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Title : Vacancy
Singer : Kylee
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No one wants to wake up to an empty home
No one ever wants to be alone
It's not so easy to let them go
The ones that you love

Now that you're gone, who will make me smile?
Who will pick me up when I fall down?
Who will be there to tell me right from wrong?
I regret letting you go

I have this vacancy in my heart
There's just something that's always tearing me apart
I don't know why I ever let you go
Now, there is no one to bear with me

Everyday I wake up thinking it'll be okay
'Cause you promised me that, you'd come back some day
My heart is throbbing but I will wait
And I'll try... to stay strong

And I will always miss you
But I can't take it anymore
What if your that on they said
that passed away, oh no

I have this vacancy in my heart
There's just something that's always tearing me apart
I don't know why I ever let you go
Now, there's no one to bear with me

And I miss you and love you and I will hold on
And I know there's a chance that you will come back, oh ooh
And I dream of the day that you'd come back home
And I hope that you know

I have this vacancy in my heart
There's just something that's always tearing me apart
I don't know why I ever let you go
Now, there's no one to bear with me

I have this vacancy in my heart
There's just something that's always tearing me apart
I don't know why I ever let you go
Now, there's no one to bear with me

Bear with me

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Went out wif friends for another outing, yet again, even thought its new years eve, it just felt totally different from how I felt in those years which I did the organising for outing for major events.

Its not about being tired, rather its about being feeling different. Now after enlisting I felt that the way I view things have became different from how it is before. Use to feel that celebrating with friends is important, now I felt rather to stay at home, or somewhere I wont be disturbed.

Being in army does change alot of things I use to do and view, from the basics of what I should eat and what I should say, to how I should approach people, to stay quiet more often then talking like no end, to how 1 should stand.

Some how......... Its boring. Its really boring. But I can only let it be.

0140 Lights out
REC Melvin Reflection Done