The Dream

如果说，你所梦见得梦境会成真。那我就如我的部落格的题名一样，刚刚好走运了。

昨晚，我梦见了她。
已经不知多久没见过她了。就算是以前，见过她穿便服也只有一次。但是在梦里看见得她，还是和以前一样。
起来时梦了什么也忘了大部分，能记得的也只有她对着我微笑的那张脸。

我又开始忧愁了，以经数周没接到她的回信。
我本来已经开始放弃了。
我不明白为什么会做这场梦。
我觉得我什么都不会明白。

Your Favourite Song

By : Uverworld

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I still wasn't able to say "I love you" today
I saw you off, and though we'd just been together
I wanted to see you again, and I hummed
Your favorite song over and over on the way home


The tone of your voice, the direction of your gaze
Even the words you exchange with others
Your small gestures bewilder me
I pray you feel the same
I pray the answer is here
I've been waiting forever
If there's gonna be a miracle, make it happen here and now


I still wasn't able to say "I love you" today
I saw you off, and though we'd just been together
I wanted to see you again right away
And I hummed your favorite song over and over
On the way home


Even your warmth when I accidentally touched your hand is precious
felt like you'd accept me as I am
The things I realized from meeting you
Are changing me, more than ever before


After my last love, I hung my head
And said I'd never love again
But then I was able to think I want to live for someone else again
I'm going to tell you how I feel


No matter where I am or what I'm doing
I can't get you out of my head
You taught me the heartbreak of not being able to reach you
And love's bittersweetness and love's joy


Your smile and your voice on the other end of the line
Your small body and your dislike of crowds
And your bad habits, you're shining with things that are yours alone
Everything is the one and only


Inside of me, my love for you
Changes into the strength to live tomorrow
If we could face each other
Let's walk in step down a road of trust


I love you so much
It's painful and my love just grows
I wanted to see you again, and I hummed
Your favorite song over and over on the way home
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如果这能是我现在的近况，那能多么好啊。。。

One More Time, One More Chance

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One more time, One more chance
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作詞．作曲：山崎将義　　
編曲：森　俊之

If I were to lose anything more than this, will my heart be able to forgive myself?
No matter what extent of pain it would be, I’d like to be able to meet you.
One more time May the seasons stop changing
One more time The times we had joked together

I seem to have always been the one to break our times together
This selfish behaviour had been all the more given into
One more chance My legs are being led by memories
One more chance I am unable to choose the next destination

I have been searching all this while for traces of you
The opposite platform The windows inside alleways
Even though I knew it is impossible for you to be there
If my wish could be granted, I wish to be by your side right now
There is no longer anything I cannot achieve
I will show you how I can forgo everything to embrace you

If it’s just to dispel loneliness, anyone will do fine
But I am unable to deceive myself on this night where stars seem to be falling
One more time May the seasons stop changing
One more time The times we had joked together

I have been searching all this while for traces of you
Be it the intersections Be it within my dreams
Even though I knew it is impossible for you to be there
If there were to be a miracle, I wish I could show you immediately
The new dawn, the person I am from now on
And the words ‘I like you’ that I had failed to say

Summer memories are floating around
Those pulses that had disappeared unknowingly

I have been searching all this while for traces of you
On the streets bathed in the lights of dawn in Sakuragichou
Even though I knew it is impossible for you to have come here
If my wish could be granted, I wish to be by your side right now
There is no longer anything I cannot achieve
I will show you how I can forgo everything to embrace you

I have been searching all this while for pieces of you
The shop at my destination, every nook of the newspapers
Even though I knew it is impossible for them to be around
If there were to be a miracle, I wish I could show you immediately
The new dawn, the person I am from now on
And the words ‘I like you’ that I had failed to say

I ended up searching for your smile all this while
The waiting area of the express trains, the sides of the railway crossings
Even though I knew it is impossible for you to be there
If my life was to be repeated, I wish to be by your side no matter what
I no longer have anything else I desire
Things that are important other than you
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Credits : LianYL

I was reading this, writen by Crest. One of my Online friends. When he wrote the review of this movie which i had already Fanboyed since its release on the Magazine.

Ill not want to do a review on it. For i felt that its better for those people interested to Watch it than to read reviews. I personally bought the R2 DVD and the Single for the song. Its not that I fanboy, but rather, for something which could echo me, ill want to treasure a copy of it.

The song is now in my Player, feel free to listen to it.

Or you can just load the MV with it. It gives you a short view of the story. And why We Workship Makoto Shinkai.


Its like this, when never i hear this song. IT just tears me sometimes. I Felt that its true as to the Lyrics, I always try to look around, hoping to see you somewhere near me. And everytime i just hope u will really be there while trying to tell myself that its impossible. I guess its always like this, It might just be a wishful thinking on my side but i truly hope, that a miracle would just be granted on me at times. I do not know how 2 express myself sometimes, feeling that i am like a dork infront of you. I keep telling myself that i can talk and chat about other things with you. but it forever fall into a rant. I Choose to edit this part... Now i know where my heart is heading at, whenever i look around. The person im looking for is Yivon, not others. I dunno why, i felt that, im really in love this time with her, its not the usual kiddy feeling any more, i dunno why, but thats me thinking. But still it felt to me that, its just like in the show, the distance between us now, is the same as the emotional distance between us. The Distance which envelopes us is that far, and i dont even know how she thinks, She might still just be treating me as a friend and im the one who have steeped over the border, but still ill say that if she is able to understand this all that im typing, then maybe she can know, but not possible to accept it. Im still a kid, a kid which needs to grow up more, even if i can say i love her now, how may i gurantee her future? I need to work more harder, and learn more, to be worth the level she is of now. I belive that by strengthing myself, there may be a better chance. But still, the distance sometimes along with the dead reply... seems to chill me down... I wonder, if when chances come, could i be the one to walk her down, hand in hand down the red carpet...
I have to Work Hard Now.

Cant say Good Bye To Yesterday

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I stare at the stars, and the sky up above

and think what am I made of?

Am I full of sorrow, am I hurt and pain?

Or am I filled with love?

I walk by myself on the streets below

And ask every child I know-

Do you think tomorrow will bring sun or rain?

Which one of these will show

I can't say goodbye to yesterday, my friend

I keep holding on till the end.

Out of the darkness, there is no other way

Then the light leading to yesterday.

It's there that I'll find inner peace, not war.

And dreams that I let slip away.

I will find the joyfulness, I'm looking for

Way back in yesterday

Why can't each of us in the world ever see

The best things in life are free?

Little sounds of laughter, a warn heart, a smile

A kiss from you to me.

I fall to my knees, I cry and I cry

Love, do not pass me by!

Happily ever after

Please stay awhile, make time refuse to fly

I Can't Say Goodbye to Yesterday, my friend.

Cause I know how good it has been...

Facing forever, Here I stand, come what may

Bring the old, bring the new yesterday!

It's there that I'll find inner peace not war,

And dreams that I let slip away

I'll find the joyfulness; I'm looking for

Way back in Yesterday

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There is a reason why i wanted to start off with this lyrics.

Its just that this song is worth a note. You might say this is a sad song, But i believe that, Jazz is a way of Singing the Blues out of a song, which makes it Beautiful, Than Sad.

Sometimes Human needs to face the Sad Part of life, to Learn and grow. Just like what this song is all about.

It just reminds me of, how I felt of, when I face the feeling of Leaving the Group of Poly Friends i've being always with. Fish, Q, KK,Yip. It might not have being a Very Long time we have known each other, But its defitnitely Fun whenever we get together in class all the time. With them leaving for Attachment, I guess ill have to keep myself from bored all the time in class. Its painful thought, to know that you are half step draging behind the normal schedule. I can only blame myself for it. Well. Time To get some Sleep or Ill not be forgiven by my boss.